Be Damned

 

After the previous post I suddenly felt like I sounded like a guy with no future and no hope to be saved at all, doesn't it?

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The things that make me happy

and the things that make me sad,

The words you never told me

and the love I never had,

The things that I am missing

and the things that I have found,

Are the smiles you always give me

and your voice is the sweetest sound.

 

So believe me when I say...

I miss you

Planeswalking

COUNTLESS OF DEVASTATING SPELLS...

LEGIONS OF DEADLY CREATURES...

INFINITE WAYS TO SAY...................................

HERE I RULE!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!

 

Travelling, Getting Lost and Asking For Directions

Seriously, the title is crappy but who cares. A title's a title. Nothing more.
A few weeks back my family decided to go to Terengganu. The reason-my mom wanted to buy some batik... And me, I had to go because of 2 reasons.
1. They wouldn't entrust me with the safekeeping of the house. Yeah, my house may end up into a disco or something.
2. Who else is going to carry all the loads if not me. Like duh, isn't that the use of having a son in the first place?
I was not looking forward to our little trip as I would be missing my badminton classes on that very day. And I heard a very interesting comment from my sister's friend about Terengganu.
"Yeah, it's a nice place to look for batik. And maybe some keropok lekor. But besides that, the place is dead."
Wow... That really made my day...
When we were there, we somehow got lost trying to find our way to our so-called resort. We kept coming back to the same old roundabout and exited the same old exit. I told my dad maybe we took the wrong exit or something. And that we should try another one. Noo. My dad insisted that it was the right direction. I mean like what's the use of going through the same route to the same place over and over and over again.
But even we're lost, my parents would never ask for directions. I never know why(maybe it's because of their egos).

Speaking of asking for directions, I remember this one joke that I always end up laughing to.

One fine day, there's a man driving in search of his friend's house in a place he was unfamiliar with.

He stopped and asked for directions from a local. 

"Drive straight ahead and turn left at the red house", the local said.

So the man drive and drive for hours on end. But he never passed by a red house. So he turned back and started driving.

And suddenly he stopped...

It's not red...

It's MAROON you idiot!

Aku Dengar Berita

Yesterday I was watching the news at 8 o'clock n one of the newscaster reported sumthing that caught my attention.
newscaster : Mereka berdua berkepala botak.
Tapi yg musykil nye apabila polis memeriksa bagasi mereka, 12 botol penyembur rambut dijumpai.
Polis membuka botol penyembur rambut tersebut dan memjumpai dadah jenis heroin seberat 6.3kg.
me :Hahaha! Buat lawak jer. Nak seludup dadah pown pandai2 la ckit. Pergh!

So Far In My Insignificant Life

I cnt believe im saying this but I reallyreallyreally miss school life. High school life to b precise.
Heck, I feel empty n lost every single day. Like some huge chunk of my life went missing. I realy miss school. I miss my frens n all the stuff dat we did 2gether. All the memories dat we shared. Either fun, happy, crazy, good, sad, depressed, bad, or even angry moments. I miss them all.
When im happy, u were always thr 2 share my laughter n smiles.
When im down, u were thr 2 pull me back up on my feet.
When im sad, u were thr 2 cheer me up.
Wat i'll do without u...
Some of u may kno dat I ALWAYS have a row wit my parents. esp my mom. Not that im saying it's not entirely my fault.
This afternoon, me n my mom had another go at it. N this time I admit, it was clearly my fault. N I am terribly sorry about it, mom...
Didn't get the chance 2 say it 2 her face yet cuz she was definitely mad. Enraged more like it.
Seeing her like dat made me regret my actions more n more. Seriously, it hurts 2 my hearts core. I shed tears of regret alone in my room. I felt the bitter taste of distress as I lie thr in gloom.

Curi Tulang. *Sigh*

Current location rite now : Hi-tech computer store havin my computer class
(well, supposed to).
What the heck am I doin rite now : on9-ing my myspace, neopets n updating my blog here(when I'm seriously supposed to scan this bloody computer for the 3rd time).
damn, so full of virus. x reti jaga comp ke? dh laa simpan movie x best. porn pown xde ke?
wtf laa org nih.
Seriously craving for : more games, gud movies n myb some gud cuisine to fill my empty stomach. or myb juz a bed to lie on.
n an air-con.
n my teddy.
not to mention my bantal busyuk.
Currently experiencing : maximum level of boredom(ALERT!), n a bit of a wedgie here n thr. argh!

We'll always b frens

It all seemed so sudden
When we met.
We clicked within an instant
It's so hard to forget.


Now I'm no longer around you
And I can't help feeling lost.
There is no one to share my troubles and triumphs
I've paid a heavy cost.


We'll meet again i promise
But i fear the words are hollow.
Right now my life without you
It seems quite full of sorrow.


"Where shall we meet again?
In thunder, lightning or in rain?"
Such open question,
Such memories that help to keep me sane.


So now as I sit and reminisce
Of all the good times we've had
I realize, that whatever comes,
I knew you, I should be glad.




Suddenly I started missing each n everyone of my friends very damn much. *sigh*

Never Gonna Be Alone

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,

And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Never gonna be alone,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Coz forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.  

You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
I'm gonna be there always, 

I won't be missing a word all day,
I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day. 

Finally got my hands on Nickelback's new song, Never Gonna Be Alone.

2day I stay kat skolah dr pg smpai mlm ngan Afiq n Hani nak study Bio. Best gler. Stdy kat study room asrama perempuan. Dpt permission drp Cikgu Faridah. Me n Afiq juz dinner some food stuff beli kat 7Eleven cuz xde mood gler nk makan(tension). Byk gak laa dpt cover that night. Puas hati gak laa.
Me n Afiq are soo gonna do this again 2gether. N myb we'd do something juz to add up 2 our memories.
Oh yeah, n we still got 3 pprs left until we finished our SPM...

Laksa-Phobic

To everyone who doesn't know, I have a phobia of laksa.
You may think that it's weird but it is true. Because,
1. I can't stand the smell of it.
2. I can't stand the sight of it. Especially the 'kuah'. So icky.
3. I don't even dare to eat it. I'll vomit the whole day.
Laksa makes me want to puke. Bleeurgh.