So Far In My Insignificant Life

I cnt believe im saying this but I reallyreallyreally miss school life. High school life to b precise.
Heck, I feel empty n lost every single day. Like some huge chunk of my life went missing. I realy miss school. I miss my frens n all the stuff dat we did 2gether. All the memories dat we shared. Either fun, happy, crazy, good, sad, depressed, bad, or even angry moments. I miss them all.
When im happy, u were always thr 2 share my laughter n smiles.
When im down, u were thr 2 pull me back up on my feet.
When im sad, u were thr 2 cheer me up.
Wat i'll do without u...
Some of u may kno dat I ALWAYS have a row wit my parents. esp my mom. Not that im saying it's not entirely my fault.
This afternoon, me n my mom had another go at it. N this time I admit, it was clearly my fault. N I am terribly sorry about it, mom...
Didn't get the chance 2 say it 2 her face yet cuz she was definitely mad. Enraged more like it.
Seeing her like dat made me regret my actions more n more. Seriously, it hurts 2 my hearts core. I shed tears of regret alone in my room. I felt the bitter taste of distress as I lie thr in gloom.

Curi Tulang. *Sigh*

Current location rite now : Hi-tech computer store havin my computer class
(well, supposed to).
What the heck am I doin rite now : on9-ing my myspace, neopets n updating my blog here(when I'm seriously supposed to scan this bloody computer for the 3rd time).
damn, so full of virus. x reti jaga comp ke? dh laa simpan movie x best. porn pown xde ke?
wtf laa org nih.
Seriously craving for : more games, gud movies n myb some gud cuisine to fill my empty stomach. or myb juz a bed to lie on.
n an air-con.
n my teddy.
not to mention my bantal busyuk.
Currently experiencing : maximum level of boredom(ALERT!), n a bit of a wedgie here n thr. argh!

We'll always b frens

It all seemed so sudden
When we met.
We clicked within an instant
It's so hard to forget.


Now I'm no longer around you
And I can't help feeling lost.
There is no one to share my troubles and triumphs
I've paid a heavy cost.


We'll meet again i promise
But i fear the words are hollow.
Right now my life without you
It seems quite full of sorrow.


"Where shall we meet again?
In thunder, lightning or in rain?"
Such open question,
Such memories that help to keep me sane.


So now as I sit and reminisce
Of all the good times we've had
I realize, that whatever comes,
I knew you, I should be glad.




Suddenly I started missing each n everyone of my friends very damn much. *sigh*

Never Gonna Be Alone

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,

And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall...
Never gonna be alone,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Coz forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.  

You've gotta live every single day,
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away,
Could be our only one, you know it's only just begun.
Every single day,
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes...

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...

(Chorus)
Never gonna be alone,
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.
I'm gonna be there always, 

I won't be missing a word all day,
I'm gonna be there always,
I won't be missing a word all day. 

Finally got my hands on Nickelback's new song, Never Gonna Be Alone.

2day I stay kat skolah dr pg smpai mlm ngan Afiq n Hani nak study Bio. Best gler. Stdy kat study room asrama perempuan. Dpt permission drp Cikgu Faridah. Me n Afiq juz dinner some food stuff beli kat 7Eleven cuz xde mood gler nk makan(tension). Byk gak laa dpt cover that night. Puas hati gak laa.
Me n Afiq are soo gonna do this again 2gether. N myb we'd do something juz to add up 2 our memories.
Oh yeah, n we still got 3 pprs left until we finished our SPM...

Laksa-Phobic

To everyone who doesn't know, I have a phobia of laksa.
You may think that it's weird but it is true. Because,
1. I can't stand the smell of it.
2. I can't stand the sight of it. Especially the 'kuah'. So icky.
3. I don't even dare to eat it. I'll vomit the whole day.
Laksa makes me want to puke. Bleeurgh.

Sizzling Dish.

Just a few days ago my sis came back from UIA. So, my mom decided to go and dine outside cuz it has been a while since the four of us got together n eat at a nice place. So my sis was driving n like always not that bad her driving. But not that good either. My dad gave her directions to the New Horizon restaurant(i think) near the kopitiam opposite of megamall. That's my first time thr n when I saw the exterior my first impression was, "Damn, this must be expensive".
When we got inside I realized that most of the people eat thr to discuss about business n work stuff. Ok, so noisy the way they talked.
I was like, *sigh*

"Nvr mind them. They're just stupid, inconsiderate people. That's all".

After we all ordered our desired dishes, the first thing that was served to us was this,

Not something I was looking forward to...

 

Then, they came. One by one onto our table. Starting with the Prawn with Honey,

 Then came the Sizzling... Beef??? Or was it Lamb???

 

 The Red TomYam Soup. Supposed to be spicy but it wasn't. Hampeh.

 

Drinks(from left) : mineral water, ice-blended chocolate, n my coke float. The one with vanilla ice-cream on top.

I wanna say that it was delicious especially the sizzling dish =P

Everything licin except for the fish wateva dish. Its too big.
And the tomyam soup also we didn't finish cuz dah kenyang(I had 3 servings of rice that night).

Hospitals ARE Fun

Just recently I spent most of my evenings at the Institut Jantung Negara(IJN) wit a whole bunch of my family n relatives. And I just realize that waiting at the hospital is fun if u kno wat 2 do.One thing, the lobby is a good place 2 play cards n hv a picnic or something like dat. We did play a few rounds of games n people were all gathering around us and taking sides on who's gonna win. And the toilet is definitely a good place 4 a photo or two.

It was kinda fun taking pictures in the toilets like dat. And oooh time fly so fast n I dun even realize it.









N thn thr is also the pic my cousin took near the waiting room. We took this pic very quickly when no one is looking cuz its quite stupid but hey, its still fun.

Guess wat room I was trying to enter here.
Hehehe.

Hahaha. Thrs actualy a lot more pictures from IJN but most of them are wit my cousin. Gotta transfer from him sooner or later.

Okay then, g2g now. Papai =P

How Was Raya This Year?

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin

Well, this year's raya was pretty much okay. Not that I'm complaining but It's juz not so raya-ish to me. Mainly cuz we didn't even went 2 visit my grandmother's grave n I didn't even get a chance 2 go beraya wit everyone especialy the Arians. Mainly cuz on the 2nd day of raya my family n I went to kl.

Sorry...

Overall, I could say raya to me was a rating of 6/10. Or pretty much like that.

At atok's house.

Me n my sis menyemak je kt bwh 2.

At my home sweet home.

Hear Me Now

Heya, it's been long since I've last posted. Been busy with stuff. And I just finished my trial which was damn hard especially the ppr 2s of chemistry, biology, n add maths. Actually sejarah was quite hard. But it's mainly my fault cuz I overslept n didn't study 4 it. Hahaha. Maths was stoopid cuz I lost my calculator n I borrowed one dat day, the 350 model. It sucks. It can't even factorise. N I bet most of my calculations r wrong cuz I dunno where 2 put all the brackets n stuff. Wat 2 do... *sigh*

Nw strght 2 the point.

Wat I was really trying to say here is bout my buka puase experience. This year was a bit special cuz on Wed during the hols, my class got biology extra class dat day. Right after class, we changed clothes n drove off to the library(trial dh dkt time tuh, kene study laa). After a few hours of focused studying(yeah right), we packed our books n stationeries(whr I 4got to pack my calculator n pencil, while Imti 4got his calculator n pencil case. Sedey gler an) n went off to our main destination, megamall. Well apparently I got permission to go berbuka at mega wit my frens when we were at the lib(lst minute tny). We decided to eat Pizza. Ok laa, pizza.

At mega me, Taufiq n Imti went to parkson grnd cuz Taufiq said he wanted 2 look 4 baju raya. While looking at all the clothes there, I decided 2 take pics, but with the clothes at the shop. So the 3 of us went into the dressing room but after choosing a few nice clothes. It was so fun. Crazy fun. Imti was addicted to it. Wanting 2 go again n again. Can't blame him. It was seriously fun. We even took some pics wit teddy bears! Imti juz cant resist himself seeing all those teddies. Hahaha. Also took some wit others at the round sofa at the info counter. At 7pm we went upstairs to pizza hut n waited 4 berbuka. Once the food n drinks r served, I 4got dat I was fasting n i took a sip from the pepsi. Luckily I didnt swallow it yet n waited until Maghrib then I swallowed. Crazy...

Well, here are some pics taken from dat JOYFUL day.

We the Arian

Me, Taufiq n Imti in our OWN clothes.


Control macho.

Wearing parkson's clohes. Hahaha, u can definitely see the HUGE price tag on my shirt.


Wearing sweaters .

Waiting 4 berbuka. Still got time 2 hang out n take pics.
(photo taken by Taufiq)


Teddies Galore!


More teddies!

Finding a place 2 play.

At 3.45 I kluar rumah jln kaki ke png5. Planned 2 play bdmntn wit zul, hazim n taufiq. Smpai kt png5, ktorang pun msk dgn aku muka yg selamba mcm skolah 2 bpk aku yg punye.
Smpai dpn dewan ada abg GIGANTIC sorang nih tgh kunci pintu dwn. Aku pun brtny :

'Bang, dwn nih ada org guna ke?'
Abg 2 jwb : Korang nk main bdmntn ye? Xblh la, ada org nk drill ceiling nk............

So, ktorang pun ada plan B. Iaitu main kt dwn yew hong. Zul yg xtau pe2 ikut je la. Jln punye jln smpai kt rumah owner dwn yew hong. Ktorang ckp kt rumah 2 la ktorang akn main. Ckp kt blakang rumah 2 ada dwn. Zul percaya. Bl nk byr 4 dwn 2. Makcik 2 ckp ada coach tgh guna. BOTH court.

Perasaan aku n hazim, WTF!!

Dgn muka sedih ktorang duk tepi dwn dgn bag bdmntn mnunggu ketibaan taufiq. Taufiq dtg. Ktorang picnic mkn duku langsat kat tepi dwn tuh. Cam org pelik. Buat picnic siott...
So dgn hati yg hampa, kitorang blk ke png5 dgn memanjat pagar belakang nyer. Tgk2, dewan png5 kosong. Taik punye abg. Tipu kitorang. Mcm sial je kene tipu bodo. Dgn masa yg ada kami masuk dewan tuh, pasang net n main sepuas-puas nyer. Hazim main single ngan Taufiq smpai cam nk pengsan. Still xnk stop. Siott gler. Semangat kesukanan yg tinggi laa katakn.