To My Future Love

Wednesday, July 7, 2010
I dunno exactly how to start my letter,
Hye, hello, dear-which one sounds better,
I'm trying to make it sound as casual as possible,
But not so much as a worthless scribble,
I'm juz wondering how will we meet each other,
Like in all those romantic movies or through another,
And how am I going to know it's u when I see you,
Will it be love at first sight or maybe I will get some clue,
Come to think of it, I dun even kno who ur gonna be,
A total stranger or a dear friend to me,
All I kno is that love's a mystery,
And I have to wait for it to unravel to see,
But each and every night I can't stop thinking about you,
While hoping that ur thinking about me too...



Yours truly,
Your Future Love.
 ♥♥♥

You're My Best Man

Sunday, April 25, 2010
This post is as a reply to a post titled "Rindu-Merindu". Semua itu masih segar dalam minda aku sampai ke hari ini.
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Yup, kita pernah sekelas waktu 2C walaupun sekejap. Memang mase tuh aku baek ngan Safwan cuz kitorang minat mende sama n lagu yg sama. Waktu ini juga aku mengenali Aiman. I agree time tuh x matang lg. Hahaha. Relax laa, br form 2 wat(pemikiran aku waktu itu). Kau masih x kenal sesape lg masa tu n sgt senyap. Lps tu kau pindah kelas 2B(kalau x silap laa).
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Kita masuk unit uniform sama(PBSM) n kita sama2 primer Wira. Masa perjumpaan PBSM asyik kena kawad n kalau buat salah kene pamping 10 kali. Hahaha. Masa Wira pula x masuk acara apa2(bukan x berbakat tp kasi peluang kat org laen yg nk masuk). Dari situ start mengenali kau dan Hazim dengan lbh rapat. Waktu tu aku cuma ingat kita akan menjadi kawan selama nye.
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Aku x tahu bahawa nnt aku akan menyedari bahawa aku tersilap besar.
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Masuk form 3, bertambah lagi orang yg kusangkakan kawan iaitu Taufiq, Zulhilmi n Zulfaqar. Kita pegi camping for the 1st time. Kem diraja. Aku, kau, Hazim n Taufiq. Memang seronok. Siang dan malam bersama. Aku masih ingat waktu kem tu kau dan aku suka sgt beli strawberi kat khemah Pandu Puteri. Pastu kita reka pocho-pocho John Travolta. Hahaha. Aku ingat lagi waktu tu. Waktu Malam Kebudayaan kita menari rmai2 n amik gamba sama2. Rindu saat tu.

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Kebudayaan Nite Fever!!
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Walaupun kem sudah berakhir, kita semua tetap bersama. Walaupun berlainan kelas(Kau kelas 3A. Aku, Taufiq, Zul n Faqar kelas 3B manakala Hazim kelas 3C), kita tetap berjumpa. Meluangkan masa bersama-sama bila ketiadaan cikgu di dalam kelas dan sewaktu ada kerja yg x ingin disiapkan. Hahaha.
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Setahun berlalu dan aku berada di tingkatan 4SC dngan Hazim n Aiman. Kau kelas 4SA. Bersama Zul n Faqar. Taufiq kelas 4SB. Kelas berjauhan, berlainan blok.
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Pada awal tahun kau mengajak kami semua utk try join pertandingan TEY. Pada mula nye semua kata, "Ok je. Kalau korang join aku ikut ah."
Semua ok, tapi bl tiba hari 'audition' semua xnk masuk. Alasan masing2-->xleh stayback, malas laa, aku x reti BI laa, aku x prepare pe2 pwn dan macam2 lagi. Aku juga beri alasan bhw aku x prepare pe2. Hehehe. Tapi kau berjaya pujuk aku dan meminta aku ke cc skolah utk mencari bahan. Bapak laa tension nye waktu tu. Tapi ble dpt tahu result, terkejut gler yg kita dapat masuk. N aku rase bersyukur sesangat sbb kau pujuk aku utk masuk cuz waktu toyota tu aku sgt gembira. Kalau aku stress sama ada dgn hal keluarga atau isu yg berlaku dlm kelas, semua nye hilang waktu toyota. Aku meluahkan masalah aku kat kau. Kau backup aku. Aku rindu saat2 itu. Kita juga shopping sakan bila free(aku beli belt Playez n kau beli jeans Romp). Waktu ini aku mula menganggap kau sbg kawan baek dan aku gembira mengenali kau. Selepas TEY kita masuk khemah kerja Kelab Setia dengan Faqar. Time tu kita selalu bertiga. Ke surau, ke dewan, ke dewan makan dan macam2 lagi. Sangat happy waktu tu. Dan bertambah lagi seorang kawan baek buat ku.
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For those yg x taw about this picture, it is censored for viewers discretion. But I can assure u that the both of us are much more 'buff', k. Hehehe.
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Kem perdana kita byk dgn Hazim(malang nye Taufiq x dpt join). Selalu ikut rentak kita sendiri. Waktu mlm tengok pokok(nasib baek x nmpk pe2), waktu siang kita wat hal sendiri. Hahaha. Aku ingat lagi slpas 'Cooking With Nature' tu aku mengalami kes telur pecah. Bila aku cter kat korang semua igt mende laen. Haha. Padahal telur yg kita xnk masak dgn maggi kita korang suruh aku smpan, so aku smpan dlm poket n tanpa kusedari telur tu pecah. N baunya omg sgt lah busyuk. Lawak btol. Ada juga time tgh mandi, lori air bawak lari baju Hazim. Time kita tgh mandi kat blkng lori plak tu. Hahaha.
Aku masih ingat lagi result kimia aku masa form 4. Aku dpt 70.
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Easy maths plak. Hmmm. Aku ingat operation "thousand island" kita waktu tu. Aku, kau n kazen kau. Aku juga ingat yg katil yg kita tdur tu ada riben mengikatkan dua katil tu bersama. Kes phone aku kena curi ada gak(ingat dpt phone lama kakak aku rupa nye tidak).
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Masa form 5 tambah lagi sorang kawan iaitu Imtinan. Aku, Taufiq, Aiman, Faqar, n Imtinan satu kelas. Hazim 5SH. Zul 5SB. Kau seperti biasa 5SA. Tapi tetap hangout sesama. Maen badminton kt skolah. Study time petang. Study kat library... pastu g mega sesama. Extra class g sesama... pastu g kuar mega sesama. Buka puasa sesama(ko tlg persuade mak aku, tq).
Nk dekat spm kita stay kat sekolah pagi smpai mlm. Duduk dkt tmk nyanyi starry starry night time hujan. Makan roti beli kat 7E utk dinner. My dad kirim byk ayam KFC, x habis. My mum kirim 2 nasi goreng pattaya, kucing makan. Dgr bunyi pelik waktu mlm, rasa nmpk lembaga lalu, takut, panggil Faqar utk menemani kita study. Faqar dtg trus buat lawak x henti2. Hahaha...

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Aku rindu saat2 itu. Rindu saat2 kita bersama.
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Dahulu aku menganggap korang sbg kawan/kawan baek.
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Kini aku sedar korang adalah sahabat aku. Walaupun ada yg aku menganggap seperti darah dagih aku sendiri(aku xkn sebut siapa atau berapa ramai).
Kau kata org myb cakap yg kita ni gay. Seperti kau juga, aku x kisah. Lantak diorang nk ckp kita ni cmne. Aku tetap x kisah. Yang penting aku sayang kau juga.


Simply Gorgeous

Monday, April 12, 2010
TAGHEUER MONACO V4




Simply gorgeous

Roses Are Red

Friday, April 2, 2010
Roses are red,
And violets are blue,
But words can’t express,
How much I love you.

So here is my heart,
Do with it what you will,
I’ll be your paper,
If you’ll be my quill.

Please carve your name,
Across my heart,
And tell me you’re mine,
Like I was yours from the start.

I’ve said this before,
And I’ll say it again,
The most beautiful stories,
Don’t ever end.

Be Damned

Monday, March 29, 2010

 

After the previous post I suddenly felt like I sounded like a guy with no future and no hope to be saved at all, doesn't it?

Untitled =__=


The things that make me happy
and the things that make me sad,
The words you never told me
and the love I never had,
The things that I am missing
and the things that I have found,
Are the smiles you always give me
and your voice is the sweetest sound.

 

So believe me when I say...
I miss you

Planeswalking

Thursday, March 25, 2010
COUNTLESS OF DEVASTATING SPELLS...


LEGIONS OF DEADLY CREATURES...



INFINITE WAYS TO SAY...................................


HERE I RULE!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!


 

Travelling, Getting Lost and Asking For Directions

Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Seriously, the title is crappy but who cares. A title's a title. Nothing more.
A few weeks back my family decided to go to Terengganu. The reason-my mom wanted to buy some batik... And me, I had to go because of 2 reasons.
1. They wouldn't entrust me with the safekeeping of the house. Yeah, my house may end up into a disco or something.
2. Who else is going to carry all the loads if not me. Like duh, isn't that the use of having a son in the first place?
I was not looking forward to our little trip as I would be missing my badminton classes on that very day. And I heard a very interesting comment from my sister's friend about Terengganu.
"Yeah, it's a nice place to look for batik. And maybe some keropok lekor. But besides that, the place is dead."
Wow... That really made my day...
When we were there, we somehow got lost trying to find our way to our so-called resort. We kept coming back to the same old roundabout and exited the same old exit. I told my dad maybe we took the wrong exit or something. And that we should try another one. Noo. My dad insisted that it was the right direction. I mean like what's the use of going through the same route to the same place over and over and over again.
But even we're lost, my parents would never ask for directions. I never know why(maybe it's because of their egos).
Speaking of asking for directions, I remember this one joke that I always end up laughing to.

One fine day, there's a man driving in search of his friend's house in a place he was unfamiliar with.
He stopped and asked for directions from a local. 
"Drive straight ahead and turn left at the red house", the local said.
So the man drive and drive for hours on end. But he never passed by a red house. So he turned back and started driving.
And suddenly he stopped...
It's not red...
It's MAROON you idiot!

Aku Dengar Berita

Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Yesterday I was watching the news at 8 o'clock n one of the newscaster reported sumthing that caught my attention.
newscaster : Mereka berdua berkepala botak.
Tapi yg musykil nye apabila polis memeriksa bagasi mereka, 12 botol penyembur rambut dijumpai.
Polis membuka botol penyembur rambut tersebut dan memjumpai dadah jenis heroin seberat 6.3kg.
me :Hahaha! Buat lawak jer. Nak seludup dadah pown pandai2 la ckit. Pergh!

So Far In My Insignificant Life

Monday, February 1, 2010
I cnt believe im saying this but I reallyreallyreally miss school life. High school life to b precise.
Heck, I feel empty n lost every single day. Like some huge chunk of my life went missing. I realy miss school. I miss my frens n all the stuff dat we did 2gether. All the memories dat we shared. Either fun, happy, crazy, good, sad, depressed, bad, or even angry moments. I miss them all.
When im happy, u were always thr 2 share my laughter n smiles.
When im down, u were thr 2 pull me back up on my feet.
When im sad, u were thr 2 cheer me up.
Wat i'll do without u...
Some of u may kno dat I ALWAYS have a row wit my parents. esp my mom. Not that im saying it's not entirely my fault.
This afternoon, me n my mom had another go at it. N this time I admit, it was clearly my fault. N I am terribly sorry about it, mom...
Didn't get the chance 2 say it 2 her face yet cuz she was definitely mad. Enraged more like it.
Seeing her like dat made me regret my actions more n more. Seriously, it hurts 2 my hearts core. I shed tears of regret alone in my room. I felt the bitter taste of distress as I lie thr in gloom.